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No Excuses!!

May 14th, 2012 by Aaron
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I don’t have enough fingers and toes combined to count my best intentions. Perhaps you will join me in acknowledging that there are many things I have intended to do, even begun doing with much gusto only to a huge road block. The road block I am most faced with comes in the form of the a wrinkly grey brick between my ears.

When I first realized this I began to wrestle with my state of activity. That is I often beat myself up for being lazy and this created an unhealthy “work till you drop” mindset (which I still give into a lot). Working harder and being hard on myself still never seemed to help me achieve what I had set out to do. That was when I really started listening to my internal conversation. One thing kept creeping back up over and over.

My mind consistently misrepresents the tasks at hand. Let say my intention is to blog once a week. I start off with this simple goal and have a plan to write my post each Monday. Monday roles around and my to-do list is quite full. I know I have set out to write a blog post, but it seems to be the easiest thing to bump on a busy schedule. A normal frustration for me would be to stress out and say “I am way too busy.” Or on the other hand to say I am lazy. Surely there is something else I can give up to get that blog post written. I get tired of all of this and give up on writing the blog post. Lately, though I have been trying to listen to really what is being said. Instead of the previous conversation I find I am saying “It will take an hour to write a blog post think of all the things you could do with that hour.” Others might say “It will take 3 hours to clean the house or 4 hours to mow the yard.” Ridiculous amounts of time to do what I set out to do.  Most of my internal excuses deal with time there are some others.

I find it quite a relief to realize I am not as busy I thought and also that I am not lazy either. Have you ever caught your thoughts sabotaging your productivity?

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A Simple Prayer

November 28th, 2011 by Aaron
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Have your eyes ever hurt standing in line of the supermarket or at least your head? The magazine rack is beaming with bright colors with familiar faces. Faces that we hold up as heroes for some almost in a Greek pantheon way. Not only do we lift up Hollywood, but we all too often lift up the names in the Bible as unreachable humans. Instead of seeing Abraham or Ruth as a man or woman just like you and me perhaps you, like me, see them as a Superman figure that God had a highly unique relationship. Then there are some stories that explode this view.

The time had come Sarah had passed and Abraham knew that he wanted to see his son, Isaac, married. He called in his servant gave him instructions to bring a wife from his ancestors back to Isaac. The servant made an oath that he would faithfully complete this task and
he set off to land of Ur.

The servant arrived in the village of Nahor. He strode arrogantly in with his procession of fine goods he had brought as gifts to the bride to be. Then upon inquiring of Abraham’s family began a beauty pageant to see who would be selected. Sorry nope. No King Xerxes here.

The servant stops at the village well and prays. Whoa! Wait I thought God only had a relationship with those he picked out. This is before the ten commandments and Israelite religion. Here is a servant praying,

“LORD, God of my master Abraham, make me successful today, and show kindness to my master Abraham. 13 See, I am standing beside this spring, and the daughters of the townspeople are coming out to draw water. 14 May it be that when I say to a young woman, ‘Please let down your jar that I may have a drink,’ and she says, ‘Drink, and I’ll water your camels too’—let her be the one you have chosen for your servant Isaac. By this I will know that you have shown kindness to my master” (Genesis 24:14).

This is one of my favorite prayers in the Bible. It is humble, simple, and the servant expects God to show up in a big way. He asks God for a very specific sign you can tell he is taking this oath to his master seriously.

Another reason I gravitate toward this prayer is its searching for discernment. The servant is concerned both with fulfilling his oath, and also carrying out God’s wishes “let her be the one you have chosen”. There is a hint of familiarity in the servant’s prayer that indicates to us reading it that this was not the first prayer uttered by this servant.

The last aspect of this prayer is its tone. The tone is so friendly. If it stopped after the opening line “O LORD, God of my master give me success today” it would sound official and impersonal. Instead. The second line sounds more like a face to face conversation “See, I am standing beside this spring…”. The servant goes on to explain his predicament and how God can help him through it.

This simple servant had somewhere along the way learned to pray to Abraham’s God who was now their God. Abraham makes it to Hebrews 11 the servant’s everyday faith doesn’t, but it is one I can really grab onto. So I tip my hat to us common everyday faithful saying God may never use us to start a nation, marry a  tyrant to save your people, or to call down fire from heaven, but he is still God with us.

As the last words of the servant’s prayer are dripping from his mouth God begins acting. There before him was the girl for Abraham’s son. The servant anticipated the arrival of God he prayed as if God always shows up. Entering into advent I am mindful of the anticipation of Christ’s coming both present tense and future tense. Do I have the faith of this servant who expects and prays in  anticipation of God who always shows up?

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Summit Fever

November 14th, 2011 by Aaron
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He said, “Go out and stand on the mountain before the LORD, for the LORD is about to pass by.” Now there was a great wind, so strong that it was splitting mountains and breaking rocks in pieces before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake;
12 and after the earthquake a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire; and after the fire a sound of sheer silence.
(1Ki 19:11-12 NRS)

Unfortunately, too many good climbers are no longer around because of summit fever. Summit fever is typically defined as the dangerous state of mind in which a person fails to notice dangerous weather, route conditions, physical exertion or refuses to take them into consideration in a desperation to reach the top.

Otis on the Summit

I further expand this definition to include the problem many extreme sports enthusiasts find themselves in. This problem is when ‘big’ is not longer ‘big enough’. Climbing a huge mountain is no longer a challenge so I will ski down the face of Everest. Normal ski runs are not doing it for me so I will take a run with a 255ft jump. This river in South America has never had a first descent I will drop in knowing there is no way out for the next few miles and if I make one mistake I will die. So summit fever is a danger to all extreme athletes. If  you throw all of this in a pot and get it to a boil you will notice really we are dealing with contentment.

One spring day King David wakes up from a nap. His band of brothers is far off doing his bidding for some reason this year he was not interested in battle. This behavior was completely out of character for a warrior from boyhood, a national military hero in adolescence, an outlaw robin hood in young adulthood, now king of a nation. As this restless man looks out over his kingdom his eyes see a woman bathing on her rooftop. Summit fever strikes! David asks of her identity and can’t keep his mind off of her. Despite the fact that he has multiple wives and that this woman Bathsheeba had a husband he is blinded by a summit fever of sorts.

After a night of  indiscretion David awakes. Whew, he thinks “I will skate by”. Then the ground shakes and above him on the slope is wall of snowing descending over 100mph. Pregnancy, a honorable husband, one of my best men he is pummeled. Clawing from the cold coffin he arises over the bank in the midst of white out. Murder, loss of a child, the incestuous rape of one of his daughters, fratricide, the rebellion of a son the cloud never seems to lift for King David. Finally, stumbling trying to make sense of which way is up he surveys his people to establish the might of his kingdom. The cold hard air closes in on his chest a night from which he will never arise.

It may sound like I coming down really hard on David and I am. The point I am trying to make is the that we all  hear the siren’s call to summit fever. Contentment is the hardest thing in life. Materialism is ingrained in us as children. The TV declares that we need the latest dolls that pees everywhere or the remote control car that can climb straight up walls. Then as a teenager it is all about having the right label and portraying the right image. As adults guys can get a beer or body wash or both that will get all of the beautiful women you could shake as stick at. Women can get underwear that will instantly make them supermodels, even angels. If you just work harder you can get more vacation, more money, more happiness. You can take a pill that will make you skinny and you won’t have to do any of that exhausting exercise. Technology! Oh Technology! You can’t get anything that uses electricity that doesn’t go out of date before you leave the store. I am pretty sure that if you even bought a toaster it would be useless before you got home.

If you listen to what is swirling around you, you will hear “Your life is horrible!! There is something better for you. Your body is ugly. You have no value unless you have _____. This relationship is temporary there is someone better.” On and on the refrain goes. Take it from those who have gone before us summit fever bites! King David can attest to that. So how about you and me we sit down and figure out how to translate the climbing mantra “Climb to live another day!” We must declare that bigger is not better and enough is enough!

This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it. Psalm 118:24

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God’s “People’s Elbow”: The Prophets

October 31st, 2011 by Aaron
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What do the Tooth Fairy, Scorpion King, and Rock have in common? They all answer to the name Dwayne Johnson who can be seen below with his signature move the “People’s Elbow”.

Imagine for a moment the pain and shame dealt by Dwayne on these men. In Deuteronomy 17 the LORD gives Moses several commandments for kings. This of course was well before Israel would have a king, but God knew the path things would take.

Here is what is required of a king:

  • must not acquire many horses
  • not acquire many wives
  • not acquire silver and gold in great quantity
  •  he must have his own copy of God’s law with him at all times
  •  he must read the law and learn to fear the LORD
  •  must obey the law
  •  must not exalt himself above other members of the community
Needless to say no king of Israel lived up to these requirements. The kings were not alone, all of ancient Israel struggled to follow God’s law. Not only did God provide these standards long before a king came to power in Israel he also called men and women to prophetic ministry. These prophets were tasked with reminding the people of their covenant with the LORD.
As the monarchy rose  the Bible gives a glimpse that certain prophets were emboldened and reminded that no person stands above God’s law. These prophets presented themselves in the king’s court and delivered the painful reminder, a “people’s elbow” if you will, of God’s judgement. Saul had Samuel, David had Nathan, and Solomon was rebuked directly by the LORD. Towards the middle of 1 Kings the prophets take center stage. Elijah comes to the forefront. The rising and falling of the kings takes backstage to the miraculous ministry of first Elijah and then Elisha.

Deuteronomy’s depiction of the king was to be a person who closely followed the LORD’s commands and walked intimately with God. After several hundred years of kings almost all aspects of LORD worship were wiped away. It is these resolute prophets who respond to God,  proclaimed the truth, and provided continuity to LORD worship. The rise in leadership of the prophets and their ministry to gentiles is great foreshadowing to the Prophetic movement that would come later. The moral decay continues until Israel is without a king and prophets alone remain.

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“Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Me Matey!!” -David the Hebrew Pirate

October 17th, 2011 by Aaron
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Okay maybe David didn’t utter those words. I can still remember sitting in my Old Testament class in undergraduate class and hearing Dr. Tatum explain that David operated like a pirate. This consqeuntly brought all sorts of imagery to my mind. In this present moment I am envisioning a swashbuckling Jack Sparrow type.

David had no ships nor water to carry out his raiding fancy. However, in 1 Samuel 25 – 30 David takes on the role as pirate.

First, is the extortion of Nabal. David keeps his sheperders “safe” in the desert. Yes David defends them, but aren’t his band of rebels the ones raiding the country side. Nabal sees no need for David’s security force and sends him away. At the risk of breaking hospitality customs Nabal spurns David’s men. Nabal’s destruction is narrowly averted by his generous wife Abigail.

David later moves on to the land of Philistines to escape the pursuit of King Saul. David had already tried to escape to Gath where King Achish lived, but his reputation as an Israelite commander preceded him. David played insane to escape.

This time David returned pirate plan in hand. David and his six hundred men went out raiding and pillaging enemies of Israel. Then they would return to King Achish pay him tribute with the spoils with the explanation that they had raided an Israelite town. Pirate scheme in place…Check.

 

Lastly, David proved that he is the ultimate pirate when his own village is raided and everything is taken. After crying their eyes out the band of rebels did what any good pirate crew did they organized for a mutiny. In this moment David leans on the LORD and is given a promise that a rescue attempt would be successful. The Amalekite raiders have a several days head start but David is such a tank that he catches up to them. 200 of his men couldn’t even keep up with the pace. After this crazy dash David and his men fight the raider for 24 hours. Then David and his band of rebels return with all their stuff and then some. Who is the best pirate in the land? David of course!

I never want to meet David or one of his men in a dark alley that is for sure.

Regardless if we see David as a land-based pirate or Robin Hood of the Ancient Near East one of the most amazing feats is his rise to power. David twice refuses to kill his predecessor. There is no military coup d’etat and really no coup at all. David instead rises to power by relying on the LORD and never losing focus. He always fought for Israel, defeating his true enemies. So perhaps we should learn to approach life with pirate swagger and laser-sighted focus just like David. Okay, I am not so sure about the pirate stuff. Fearless faith of David…Check.

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Let’s name our daughter “Billy Goat”!

October 10th, 2011 by Aaron
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Judges records one of the darkest eras in Ancient Israel. The book finishes with gang rape, genocide, and kidnapping. This is definitely an example of what not to do. In fact because the author frequently reminds us that a generation grew up who did not know the LORD that the actions in Judges are the result of disobedience. If we don’t choose to follow God the ultimate result is complete corruption.

Photo by David Castillo Dominici

In the midst of all this chaos the role of women take on an important literary element. Randall Bailey’s article on Judges in The Africana Bible commentary suggests that women highlight the flawed men. Several unnamed women take on important roles like the woman at Thebez that kills Abimelech or Manoah’s wife who gets a visit from an angel. In addition to these women several are named and perhaps looking at their names origins could help the English reader understand their literary importance. At this point in my education I am no Hebrew scholar so these meaning simply what I could find in Biblical Hebrew dictionaries in Bible Works or Strong’s.

This idea first struck me when Bailey used Achsah (Caleb’s daugther) as an example. He mentioned that her named meant “toy” or “trinket”. I found this ironic in light of how Othiniel won her as a prize for conquering Hebron.

photo by Tom Curtis

In the Deborah narrative two women are named. Deborah appears first as a prophetess who calls Barak as a deliver for the Israelites. Deborah’s name mean bee and she acts almost like a queen bee in this story organizing the action from high above. The name Barak originates from lightning, which comes and goes. He enters the scene, but like lightning can’t stand without thunder he asks for Deborah to come with him. Enter the hero Jael, the mountain goat, who lures Sisera to her tent with milk and kills him. Instantly, I think of  the three billy goats cunning the troll out of eating them. A goat is a playful and non-threatening animal creating amazing irony for this story.

Lastly, I thought of Delilah. Surely, I thought there must be some good meaning in her name in this story with Samson. Her name’s origin is very unclear. Now that Delilah is household name modern dictionaries want to say it means delicate. However, there are many possible derivatives of her name that are similar to other Hebrew words. Perhaps her name was suppose to look like night, or poor, or to make humble. Hitchcock’s Bible Names dictionary even suggests that it could mean “head of hair”. Once again I have no Hebrew legs to stand on, but from a literary stand point I think it would make a great story if her name meant “Hairless Night” or “To Make Hairless” or just “Barber”.

As with most literature names are important especially for characters who take on an ironic role, such as women in Ancient Near Eastern culture. After studying the book of Judges I am realizing that when a woman is mentioned by name it is  important and the meaning of the name might just be apart of the story as well.

 

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A Different Way to See the Old Testament

September 26th, 2011 by Aaron
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There are a lot of ways to visualize the narratives in the Bible. Even some of the commandments in the Torah provide strong mental imagery. Somehow I found this: The Brick Testament

New Book!
 The Brick Bible 
266 pages, 1,400 images
$19.95″A curiously powerful graphic novel.” -Publisher’s Weekly (starred review)It’s the illustrated Old Testament in all its glory, from Adam and Eve to David and Solomon, all in one beautiful and action-packed book.

If you have ever wondered what the Bible looked like here is funny take on it. There quite a few of the illustrations from the book online. Makes me take a whole new look at my childhood toys. Also, it really brings parts of the law to life.

Some of my favorite depictions are:

The circumscsion rite

What to do with the false prophets

When to stone your children

 

 

 

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Uncanny Order

September 23rd, 2011 by Aaron
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Strange as it may seem my favorite weather is those moments right after a rain shower. I love how everything seems so clean and bright. The plants seem to rejoice standing up tall and the birds sing louder with a special melody. This past week I finally was able to experience my favorite weather. I took my 8 month old Beagle on a walk as steam billowed up from the freshly renewed land. God’s revelation in the natural world never ceases to amaze me. I was in entrenched in a study of Leviticus shortly before this walk. A study that left me seeking the relationship of this book of Jewish laws and practices to my life. Then I was hit by this image:My thoughts drifted away from Leviticus as my attention was drawn to the beautiful tapestry before me. My puppy Durango and I continued on our walk without our usual banter. He seemed acutely aware of uniqueness of these moments as I did. We rounded a corner on the street and as we passed a bush we encountered many times I was struck.

There by an amazing purple display glistening with refreshing diamonds. Durango barreled into the bush after what I can assume was an interesting smell. I stood there amazed with the simplicity and order before me.  The Creator’s hand embraced me and reminded me of the order in everything. Leviticus was about worshiping something beautiful and beauty is found in the marvelous wild order of the natural world. Leviticus’s commands bring order to the worship of God, an order that reflects an amazing part of his personality.

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Kick’em while their down

September 19th, 2011 by Aaron
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“When a prophet of the LORD is among you, I reveal my self to him in visions, I speak to him in dreams. But this is not true of my servant Moses; he is faithful in all my house. With him I speak face to face, clearly and not in riddles; he sees the form of the LORD.” (Numbers 12:6-8)

Moses had overcome all of his fears and stood in the presence of Pharoah leading his people out of Egypt. God forged him into a leader in his eighty year life. Often paitenance and humility are not characteristics I hear associated with Moses. However, in Numbers 11 -12 those exact qualities shine bright.

The scene begins with the a contingent of the Israelites causing an uproar about all the lovely things they had to eat in Egypt, but no longer had. Moses comes to the LORD who provides quail. Up until this point Moses has had to deal with several situations of his people complaining againist him or God. This continues to be a pattern.

Kick him while he is down. Immediately following in Numbers 12 two people begin to talk bad about Moses’ wife. Really these two are wanting to call into question Moses’ authority to be the mouthpiece of the LORD to the people. Who were these backstabbers? Aaron and Miriam the brother and sister of Moses.  The LORD descends on the tent of meeting and calls these three to a meeting. Miriam was struck with leporsy for her actions.

Throughout this ordeal Moses remained humble. He did not try to prove himself but rather the LORD defended Moses. This scene wraps up with Moses pleading with the LORD to heal Miriam. The way Moses handled this situation becomes a pattern.

The complaints of Moses people grow into all out rebellion. There is even talk around camp of stoning Moses, Aaron, Caleb, and Joshua. Once again Moses does not retatliate instead he goes before the LORD. Once again the LORD promises to bring punishment for their rebellion. Moses requests the LORD to pardon the Israelites again for their sins.

I have always found Moses to be a hard Biblical person to emulate. I do not visit with God in a cloud or been gifted with miraculous signs. Moses is in charges of many people and has an amazing relationship with God. In some ways he is a superman like character. In reading Numbers this time I have been able to see him as a man.

So what do I take away it is a humility that forces Moses to the LORD for everything. A humility that waits on the LORD. Moses humility could easily err on the side of lack of confidence especially in his earlier years. This proved to be one of his greatest strengths as he was able to walk with the LORD through out his entire term of leadership.

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A Wilderness People

September 12th, 2011 by Aaron
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I could envision one night after the evening new Jay Leno taking his crew to the street for a “Jay Walking” segment. The theme would be popular religious stories. Most people he would talk to would know something about the exodus of the Israelites from Egypt. However, most people would only think of the deliverance through plagues, the crossing of the sea, and then it must be a happy ending. Somehow the desert wandering has fallen to the way side. Perhaps the desert wandering is not popular  because it is not a very desirable situation. Yet I think it is a situation we all can connect with.

This was crystallized when I was a camp counselor during college. I worked at a camp that allowed the counselors to craft a daily plan for their small groups to experientially teach the lesson. My co-counselor and I chose to use the desert wandering to illustrate the struggle we go through to find God.
We paired the members of our group up with different challenges such as carrying a tennis ball between their elbows or tied together three-legged race style. Then we went on out on a day long hike. We did not cover many miles that day instead we walked around in a spiral. We had several stops to read the wandering portion of the Exodus story. Some of our stops required the group to complete a low ropes challenge. While other stops were joyous, a chance to swim in a creek, a much needed lunch break, etc. When we returned to camp that evening we were all changed even the adult leaders. I can never look at the desert wandering quite the same way I now feel connected to the story.

Over the years oppressed groups have held the Exodus story up as a beacon of hope for the day when they too would get a deliverance. Or perhaps they took a message of perseverance from the story to the day when they reached the promised land. I think metaphorically this is one of the truest pictures of a Christian walk. God’s ways are mysterious and as his follower I never can fully understand where we are headed. I all too often open my mouth demanding something I want and/or feel like I am owed. When the going gets tough it is way too easy to grumble. These tough times are the chisels of God shaping and forming those that he is leading. There is something intimate in the desert wandering. Not only does it require complete reliance on God, but the follower in desperation lets go of all formality in approaching God. The worshiper of God finds a freedom to fully express themselves to their creator in the midst of their desert wandering.

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